Am I better at praying or preaching? If you are a better preacher than you are a prayer then be careful. If you excel in your preaching over your praying then your preaching may not what it should be. Your preaching in such a case, rather than emerging from the energy of the Spirit, may well be being carried off because of the impressive oratorical skills that you possess.
Prayer gives the fuel for the exercise of our gifts. This is because prayer brings us to know and experience God. If there is no fellowship with God in prayer then everything will shrivel and perish in our ministry. That may not be visible to human eyes, but it will be visible to the unseen eye of our all-seeing God. We may be able to carry things off and show ourselves to be very impressive, but it will all be show.
This reminds me to mention the frightening assessment of our Lord who warns in Matthew 7:21-23:
‘Not everyone who says to me, “Lord, Lord,” will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, “Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?” Then I will tell them plainly, “I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!”
Impressive activity does not mean spiritual acceptability. Dare I say, many impressive preachers may well ultimately be in the “I never knew you” camp. And that is very sobering!
O Lord may I excel in knowing you through prayer.